a listening ear wanted...

urgent!! A listening ear wanted..

yes, i'm looking for a listening ear becus i need it.

no, i'm not looking for ppl to whine at.

it's abt me (again) owning a listening ear to pay attention to ppl's needs, a smarter tongue mouth to say things that ppl wants to hear and a sharper mind to process all the info presented right in the front of my eyes quicker.

admittedly, my attention lifespan is extremely short which maybe explains why i'm so blur most of the time.

how how? any cures?

heehee sometimes, i would think that my violent & stubborn refusal to listen is due to my mom's constant naggings, flamings, insultings, etc etc..

I thought if i'm gonna take all these naggings, flamings, insulting seriously, and if i don't learnt to adopt the right-ear-in, left-ear-out strategy, early enough, i may not be able to survive till the ripeful age of 21++.. hey i'm still 21!! ahaha..

yup, i succeeded in protecting my life dignity.. but at the same time, i lost the ability to listen well. in the end, i'm still not going in the right direction afterall.. not wrong, but it's not totally right. i'm doing great injustice to my siblings, frens, salesman, roadshow helpers, ngr..etc etc..

i seriously need to learn to listen.. which boils down to... i need to have the patience to listen and learn.. which boils down to.. i shdn't procrastinate now.. which also reminds me of the things i need to do:
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to watch the incredibles dvd, the downloaded liang jing ru's live concert, the borrowed prince of tennis anime, and the much-delayed yakitate cartoon..

ahh.. i got so many things to watch.

oh ya, emm...
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did i miss something?