who can be my punchbag?

who can be my punchbag?

sometimes, when she sat quietly in front of her pc looking back at the unhappy stuffs..

she asks herself.

do i deserve an insensitive beast to be my bf?

an insensitive beast who is not willing to be my punchbag.

and punch me back when i attempted to land my fist on it.

i dun think i'm biased here.

u all judge.

is it really too much of me to ask the bf to be the punchbag?

i dun punch for no reason anyway.

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lets take it from another view.

he asks himself.

do i deserve a sarcastic bitch to be my gf?

a bitch who attacked me verbally when she's hurt.

i'm not at fault. why should i take it?

i dun think i'm wrong to get defensive.

that's her own problem. not mine.

i should not be the one to take HER blows.

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in summary,

she told the wrong person.

and she should know that suffering in silent and keeping quiet is what she should do.

what was she thinking?? what was she expecting??

doesn't she know long ago that expectations will only lead to disappointments?

doesn't she know that disappointments will lead to sarcasm to protect her broken heart?

misunderstandings or not.

she's hurt.

twice in a day.

by two parties.

her mom and him.

and i seriouly think she deserves it. (orbiquek is the word)

yes, pitiful but i think one should depend on oneself.

i duno how long is she going to survive with it until she wakes up.