New Year's Eve

New Year's Eve..

Everything juz go downhill after christmas..

Everything..

My 2004 will end real badly..

As if the break up is not enough for my heart to take it.

Some friend suddenly pulled out from a meeting suddenly: aka put me aeroplanes..

That's wat i called double blow.

Actualli it's kinda expected. In fact, i did tell another fren I hope this fren wun put me aeroplanes last min, last night. And this is damn zhun. I think i can be a fortune teller le. -who wans 4 digits can get frm me.

It's not unexpected cus i'll always think of the worst scenario to be kept prepared. Sorry i made anyone feel guilty. Really.

But I can't help to feel cheated.

About all the promises being unkept.

I wonder how much more disappointments can my heart take.

Happy things will have to come to an end. That's it.

ps: that fren is not him-ngr.. dun be mistaken