Sorry..

a Public Apology...

Sorry isn't the hardest word to say when you have realised your mistake.

I have let alot of people down during this weekend.

I'm sorry.



As much as I hope you can forgive me and give me another chance, I understood you might have reached your limit already.

I initiated this apology because I put myself in your shoes and rethink over the incident again when I become more clear headed later. I realised the pain I've inflicted on you.. and us.

Believe or not, I really do realised my mistake and your many little efforts. There are things I hope you can really listen to me. Just listen and not to debate. Things that I've been wanting to tell you but I'm too afraid that it will lead to another quarrel. Things that made me cried in the middle of the night suddenly. Things that I hope they will subside, disappear automatically when I don't think about it. sighs. I'll give up my carrot if you listen to me ok? :p

I have not given up... yet. We need to talk.

But honestly, I won't wait for you forever if you intend to avoid me forever or some absurdly long period...

PS: Deanna, I feel bad and sorry for wasting your time at bpp mac just now. Thanks for lending me a listening ear. I confirm plus chop that won't do that again next week. :)