sinner.. stinker... stressed........

sinner.. stinker... stressed....

I'm such a sinner...

so many things had happened.....

.. sobs..

alright, here's the story..
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i ate...
i ate again..
i ate again and again..
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ps: the items above are excluding the 3 normal meals loh..

how?????????

heh.. i think i'm ready to donate my blood again. My iron level shd be there already. or maybe... overshot.

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here's my eating record of the week..

everything started on wed, the fateful day.. :*(

I was so hungry that my stomach actually screamed in the office!!!

it screammed on me!!!!!!!

omg..

i was so embarrassed..

how can my own organ do this to me..

and it din listen to me, the owner, and screamed.. repeatedly.. until lunchtime

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so, when it's time for lunch, i finished up my chai fan without leaving a single drop of sauce left. yes, i nearly licked..

but, even with that, I wasn't full...
omg.. can someone tell me what's happening to me!?!?!

so, i went to breadtalk to buy some extra food back to office.. in case of.. erm... any emergency.

On thurs evening, i went to cafe cartel and finished up the whole full plate of chicken cutlet without leaving a single piece of fries to act demure..

Sat, miramar hotel's dimsum buffet and supper dou hua added to my sins..

:*(

believe it or not,

i'm growing horizotally..

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i figure out my eating spree must due to the stress from attachment.

I'll be revamping an in-house website with lotsa of applications (database related) inside.

there's really alot of things to be done.

heh.. i've jus completed my requirements collection on this project last friday by crapping writing 20 pages of word document.

okok, i haven't minus out the cover and content page.
So, that'll be 18pages of crap requirements.

:*(

I'm so scared..

and stressed..

boo.. no, I need to grow up!

*biting my lips*

i'll perserveeeeeeeee..

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yuppie! finally sunday comes and so does badminton!

did anyone realise there are alot of ppl playing badminton and alot of ppl WANTING to play badminton these days?

yeah.. i think i'm falling in love with this sport too..

but, there's one problem.
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I suck at it.

well, i guess i will have to comfort myself by saying the old words....
practice makes perfect?

baaa, u all jus wait..

one day..... i'll soon become susilo's female counterpart!

mua ha ha ha..

Being an adult Student

Being an adult Student

I was browsing and surfing some stuffs... and i discovered some goodies...

I'm entitled 10% discount to Charles&Keith shoes!

and..

I have super cheap student KBOX evening rate..!!

How cheap??

*breathe in deeply*

This cheap!!
$9+++ for mon-thu and sun - 7pm to 10pm
$12+++ for fri-sat - 7pm to 12mn

haha..

ys's devil said: simin, i think i might need to take back my words in ur blog..

ys's angel said: simin, i think i think i think.........

ermm, simin.. i'm kidding hor

ok, I havent ended..

I can have 10% discount all pastamania food and anderson denmark ice cream too!!!

*Droolss*

I dun wanna graduate so soon!!
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ehh.. wat am i thinking man...
TOUCHWOOD!!

Nevermind i'm graduating in 2006.. I still have my student sister ard..

haha, think she'll remain a student until... 5years later...

*evil laughter*

what?
cannot meh?
I noe i prettier lah..
but we share the same cutesy panda eyes can?

haha..

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Yesterday (monday), my boss briefed me abt my project..

finally..

i got work to do liao..

which means.. i'll blog even lesser..

shall not elaborate further..

working sux.. <- CENSORED!

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Sunday's late afternoon was well spent at Clementi Sports Complex..

My LONG awaited.. badminton...

haha.. very fun.. but also very ex..

its $7.40 per hour loh.....

who ask christine to move to pungol lah..

if we play in school it'll be FOC can..

Nvm..

it's not the price that matters... it's the ppl i'm with ok...
ehhh.. sounds familiar?
ya, pls refer to the 24dec2004 entry if ur free

Anyway, it's really fun.
We went to clementi mac to
chit chat, tried the Orange McFizz -DUN BUY and....
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evily laffed at the jc/sec students who were studying at the mac..

hehz..

I'm realli glad I dun have to study like what I did when i was in jc

*shudders*

Into Long Weekend

Into Long Weekend

*Blink Blink*

omg, it's saturday already..

Yesterday, I went to Evolution Hub, a hair saloon, with Huiting cus she's going to rebond her hair.. and me? heh..

When we were at the place - Jurong area which near my 3rd auntie's and shuhua's place -, I havent thought of what to do to my hair...

I wanna cut it cus i think my hair is very long..
I dun wanna cut it cus i think my hair is very long..

ehh.. wat am i talking about?

and also shd i...

cut my fringe or not?
highlight my hair or not?

so, i was given ard 1hour to decide..the queue is blardy long.. and those thoughts were running thru my mind..

after the waiting, i decided
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i'll go back home and think abt it again..

haha..

i'm such a......@#^$&$*43

meanwhile, can give me some suggestions?
Thanks!

Anyway, i'm glad that I didn't let the evolution stylists touch my precious hair.. we didn't have a good experience there, but i'm too lazy to type out lah..

ting ar.. wat is done cannot be undone. hope u dun blame me for not helping u to scold the stylists there hor.. i feel so helpless... :(

ok, u all jus remember.. to BOYCOTT evolution hub!!

Erm.. so,
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Shd i cut fringe or not ar??

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Saturday... is the time to rest at home..

I shall not try to go out cus i wanna save $$$

haha.. and it's time for me to consolidate my lemmings..
This is to prevent me from buying things unnecessarily..

Presenting you with...
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YS's Lemmings of the day!!
I wan a digicam!
I also want a new laptop!
but i dun think got enuff juice left if i buy the camera..

*hang my head low..*

I also want go to bkk/hk/jp at the end of my attachment or at the end of 2005!!
ehh.. have to really save up if I wanna make this happen.. and.. i dun think japan is possible lah.. so missy can't go to the japanese shrines/hotsprings/hellokitty stores le... :(

so, is anyone interested??
contact me ok?? or leave a msg at my tagboard ok?!
dun be shy ok?

haha

i'm so excited suddenly!!

oh ya.. later i'm going over to my ex-neighbour's housewarming..
*yay*
got "buffet" to eat for dinner..

my mom tell me I must eat full full cus she's packing a big angpow to them..

haha..

ok, i shall reserve my energy now..
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I'm on an eating mission later..

Just another Day

Jus Another Day...

Ahhh... feeel so much better after a hot bath..

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*hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm*

Before that, my neurons were contaminated by some stupid and sadness pollutants again...hehz

But now, I'm ok again. I'm strong can.. mua ha ha ha..

Today's just another working day for me.

I'm so tired for.... not doing anything again.

haha

Some ppl loves my job.. but surprisingly hor, I don't..

Before i get myself into trouble, I must clarify that my colleagues and supervisors are really nice ppl hor. I've got nothing against them. jus that mabbe they can be less nice and give me more work/errands to do?

seriously...

i dun mind if it's jus photocopying notes or keeping records or filing or cleaning the toilet or making coffee.

At least, make me feel more useful than the auntie cleaner?

haha..i still firmly believe that there's a big project coming up for me to do la..

it's jus that my honeymoon there is getting abit too long.. & wat i'm most afraid of is..
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wat if i become accustomed to the lifestyle i'm having now??

then how???

haha..

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Before I go, I'm really looking forward to tmr's excursion to data center at orchard...

we going there in the afternoon to....
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see how the servers look like!!!

*tsk* Ok lah.. it should be more interesting than staring at my msn for a whole afternoon hor?

ohh!! Thursday i'm going to school in the morning!! muahaha.. i missed school!!
missy is still thinking of a plan to skip work in the afternoon as well.. any suggestions?

And Friday is public holiday!!

OMG... i simply gonna love this week..

a Hmmm day..

a Hmmmm day..

Hmmmmm..

I was so looking forward to play badminton today..

in the end.. the suay god realli didn't neglect me..
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my fren didn't book the court...

no court = no badminton :(

so we went shopping at orc..

at first i suggested meeting at 12.. then my fren preferred 1pm so i suggested why not 2pm.. (then i can sleep more)..

one thing i wanna brag abt today is I took onli 30++mins to get to orc from my house today, a saturday..

i was so piggy at home that i onli managed to get out of the house at 1.25pm..

1.25pm!!!


i remembered last time i took 1hour++ to get to orc on a saturday..

1.25pm + 1hour = 2.25pm!!

so i took another route instead of the usual route..

hahaha..

i'm so smart..
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ehh...

but if i'm so smart why didn't i think of it earlier??

argghh... *ys drops from the sky*... *ouch*..

Hmmmmm...

After shopping.. i met up with ngr to go sls together..

nothing much to say abt it lah.. jus wanna record it down here..

Hmmmmm...

when i reached home, i received a veri weird sms from suntec....

i noe what ur thinking now...

BUT

suntec is not the suntec we all know..

suntec is a person.... or mabbe a psycho person?

ehh.. i dun remember anyone called suntec in my life leh..

so, i tried to be funny and replied suntec is not a place meh? hehz..

then, suntec called.... thanks to my itchy hands....

of cos, my itchy hands were then busy listening to my scoldings that they did not try to do anything funny.. u noe, funny things like picking up the phone...

so, after that i kindly sms the suntec back to tell him/her i duno any suntec and he/she got the wrong person..

and this suntec asked me if i care to noe him/her?

not funny..

now i'm confused whether this suntec noe me in person or not.. anyway.. i jus ignore him on the safer side.

suntec..
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wat a weird person. name for a person..

Hmmmmm..

Thursday the 13

Thursday the 13th

hehz... dun kill me for this..

one month ago i was happily attached with ngr and busy preparing the presentation for a music module.

now, i am not happily singled and slacking during my attachment hours.

hehz..

I'm sneaking an entry here.. so i have to cut it short.

Later i'm gonna watch kungfu hustle!! Yeee Yaaa..~ Fighto fighto!

shhhhhh!! -- dun tell my boss

Donating blood

failed my blood test..

I failed my blood test...

It's
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not HIV positive..

hee hee

did i scare anyone?

my blood's iron level falls 0.1 point short.
Min level is 12.0.. and i got 11.9..

WTH... u know the blood test stapling is the second most painful process other than the anesthetic injection..

sobz.. it's the first time they rejected my offer.. and the stupid blood testing auntie is veri fierce and rude..

HAO XIN MEI HAO BAO..

nvm

their loss.
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My wounded middle finger.. small wound but painful hor..:

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anyway, the good news today is i lost 3kg.. so I'm 45.6kg now.. my ideal weight leh

Muahahaa.. but that's weird becus i thought i look fatter now, after the buffet sessions from late 2004 to early 2005..

Or mabbe becus i didn't eat this morning..

hmm.. but i dun think i gobble 3kg of food everyday..
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donating blood..

ppl, do i look veri weak or wat?

why everyone asking me not to faint tmr ar?

i'm not WEAK ppl!!

I'm physically strong, healthy... but emotionally weak.. that's all..

and I never faint b4..

sometimes, i wonder how's the feeling like..

hmm i almost fainted once when i didn't warm up and ran for a 4x400m heats at sec sch donkey years ago..

but still managed to pick myself up and continue running again.. err.. think weisu and hua shd remember ba..

the hair band holding my pony tail dropped and i was still running.... like a lunatic....

that's one of the most embarrassing things that i had ever encountered...

1st weekend

1st saturday

it's the first weekend since i started my attachment!!

finally can sleep late!

finally can wake up when the sun shines on my butt!

*jumps ard*

there's really nothing much to write now..

working life.. i had not rest enough during the last holiday and now, i'm working.

*sulk*

Maybe I'm not used to office work cuz i like to move around.

Sitting too much makes my butt goes flat.

*rolls eyes*

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alrighty, i was both happy and sad on friday cuz i met ngr to pass him something and later go simlim to walk ard.

happy cus he did not give me a black/fake face anymore..

sad becus he did not thank me after i gave him a choc.. the choc is no ordinary choc can...

it's from millenia walk -not cheap ok- and it's veri sweet looking.. and i supposed it shd taste sweet too?

haha

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Today let the sun shines on my butt until 3pm.. muahaha

and checked the hp and realised i have no new msgs.. abit disappointed

later, gonna meet simin and hua for a drink.. not beer hor.. coffee?.. but we haven't confirmed the time and place yet.

so, shall see then. ^_^

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simin is sick today... X(

hope she'll get well soon then we can go lim kopi le!

Attachment

School Sick.... X(

I missed ntu...

I missed LT2A...

Lee Wee Nam Lib..

Canteen A...

bus 179 and the cute guys tt i may meet...

Boo Hoo...

Days at VISA are way too relaxing..

ehhh.. many may wonder wat's wrong with that?!!

I tell u it's very wrong can...

I sit at my desk from 830am to 530pm.. doing nothing except reading newspapers & textbooks or juz stone there..

ok, I enjoy stoning.. i really do..

But not to the extent of 8hours perday!!!

it gets kinda damaging to my brains..

and i think im becoming senile..

When i dun wanna stone, i have to face the ugly-looking texts.. *pui*

Ma Chiam mugging for exams lidat..

In school, I dun even bother to lay a finger on the books loh..

But now, they have become my friends at work.. cuz everyone else are so busy working and when they tok, they tok technical stuffs which i dun understand.. So, dun be surprised if u see me toking to my textbooks one day..

I'm going crazy soon... hope the internet wud be ready by tmr..

Rainy Day.... Pre-Attachment Blues...

Pre-Attachment Blues...

My bad..

I wanted to go donate blood at outram this morning..

But instead, I went to a shrine to pray to gods with my sis, bro and mama.

At the end of everything, it's already 1.30pm.

And the blood centre closes at 2pm on sundays? And it's raining cats and dogs. Terrible me.

Everytime, I wud go to the shrine before exams and before school starts to pray for my academic performance. But this morning, I onli thanked gods for their blessings in the previous semester and prayed for everyone's safety and him.

I hope he'll do well next semester.

Very unusual move, because i usually limit to one wish per visit. haha.. my weird policy again.. I didn't pray for my attachment and let's see what will happen tomorrow ba!

I will donate my blood next weekend ok? Arghhh.. I wanna kick out the procrastinator monster in me!!

TMR!!!

MY ATTACHMENT!!!

ARGH!!

NO GUYS!! = NO CHANCE OF ANY CUTE GUYS!! = YS ABIT NO MOTIVATION LIAO... X(

sobz.. seriously, suspect there are no guys in the company. Maybe the ah peks.

Ok, I can smell the arrival of the "DA CHONG" feast prepared by mama.. - Da Chong is a vegetable that sounds like CHONG MING's CHONG so when i eat i'll become smarter, understand?

*Sniff*

And it doesnt smell very friendly..

Happy New Year!!

Happy New Year!!~

Yay!!~ Lets welcome the brand new 2005!!

*sniff sniff* *sniff sniff*
I was greeted with the whispers of the afternoon drizzle when i woke up on the 1st day of the year.

Nice.

But sadly, the air I took in was... ... air-con air.. haha..

ok, I had 2 different dreams last night.

Him and attachment.

Actually i've been dreaming of him these days lor. NORMAL dreams hor, guys. Argh.

I noe he doesnt dream at all.. so he probably won't wake up suddenly with a void like i did for the past few days.

Hmm.. abt the dream on attachment, it was a nightmare.

Scene:
On the first day of work, I was so unprepared and forgetful that I did not bring in my passport photos, IC duplicates, and cannot get the meeting venues right. In the dream, I was rushing, running... feeling so scared and regretted for not being prepared.

So, I woke up with a shock and later calmed down by the sounds of the drizzle, with min beside me, thinking abt my resolutions.

Very first of all, I would stop procrastinating now!!
brrr.. ys gotta do wat ys gotta do mah.. haha

I would love my family and friends more..
think i've been neglecting them for quite sometime le..

I would get a life soon..
So that when my future boss asked abt my hobbies, i can proudly reply back something to him/her. And life wud become so much fulfilling then.

do more voluntary work/donate more blood
Cuz i noe i'm veri fortunate and wanna help the less fortunate ones while i still can..

Ok, i shall stop being so ambitious for now. Take one step at a time. ^_^

Everyone, Let's Gambatte together!!