"I am unique"

"I am unique"

and so does everyone else..then unique becomes redundant..

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Romantics have sensitive feelings and are warm and perceptive.

How to Get Along with Me
Give me plenty of compliments. They mean a lot to me.
Be a supportive friend or partner. Help me to learn to love and value myself.
Respect me for my special gifts of intuition and vision.
Though I don't always want to be cheered up when I'm feeling melancholy, I sometimes like to have someone lighten me up a little.
Don't tell me I'm too sensitive or that I'm overreacting!

What I Like About Being a Four
my ability to find meaning in life and to experience feeling at a deep level
my ability to establish warm connections with people
admiring what is noble, truthful, and beautiful in life
my creativity, intuition, and sense of humor
being unique and being seen as unique by others
having aesthetic sensibilities
being able to easily pick up the feelings of people around me

What's Hard About Being a Four
experiencing dark moods of emptiness and despair
feelings of self-hatred and shame; believing I don't deserve to be loved
feeling guilty when I disappoint people
feeling hurt or attacked when someone misundertands me
expecting too much from myself and life
fearing being abandoned
obsessing over resentments
longing for what I don't have

Fours as Children Often
have active imaginations: play creatively alone or organize playmates in original games
are very sensitive
feel that they don't fit in
believe they are missing something that other people have
attach themselves to idealized teachers, heroes, artists, etc.
become antiauthoritarian or rebellious when criticized or not understood
feel lonely or abandoned (perhaps as a result of a death or their parents' divorce)

Fours as Parents
help their children become who they really are
support their children's creativity and originality
are good at helping their children get in touch with their feelings
are sometimes overly critical or overly protective
are usually very good with children if not too self-absorbed

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wahh.. freaking true.. sorry for being difficult to get along..

here's the link

shhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!

shhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!

is ignorance bliss?

is ignorance bliss?

just read abt a train accident in thailand on page 2 of straits times paper today..

i'm taking train to bkk from krabi in May.

actually, i'm not very worried lah.. but can't help to think that why there are so many things going on in thailand recently. may peace be restored soon..

enlightenment of the day...

enlightenment of the day...

What we do in life, echoes in eternity

hmm i believe this quote has been around for quite some time already. All along, I thought it's enough to just understand it. Today, this quote hits me right in the face and it sorta awaken me a little. I wasn't angry or unhappy lah. I just felt some sense of enlightenment suddenly. haha..

JJ 只对你说

JJ 只对你说

hmm i like this song.. but duno why the chorus sounds like this to me...

"saddam hussein.. 只对你说.. i will love you and forevermore.. blah blah blah"

:x

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i found someone who look like me.. or i look like her thru a fren..

haha it's kinda scary but fun leh!!

in the right path?

in the right path?

this also reminds me that i wanted to get in NTU business school to study banking and finance.. but they have to reject me twice and hence, i ended in CE instead....

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i love reading my primary school classmate's blog!! :D

"How can you look to the future when you are too busy with the past?"

i just happened to be someone who likes to think/care/talk abt or worse, hold onto the past.. and i know it's not very good!

it's ok to be a clown

it's ok to be a clown

ks sent me a link to watch two chinese boys mimicking 不得不爱。。 it's so funny but i forgot to save the link.

last week, i came upon a youtube link that links to their blog addy!

discover them at www.twochineseboys.blogspot.com !!

i still think 不得不爱 is the best.

watching it alone will brighten up my day already.. haha...

shopping!

shopping!

hope this would be my last shopping trip before exams..



pretty dress from fashion lab only costs $28!! erm... mabbe i can wear it for this year's christmas celebration.. :p

heehee

kiasu me has bought insect repellent in ADVANCE for the krabi trip already...

the seat cushion from ikea costs only $3.95.. haha..of cos, some other items are diligently censored by me...

it's funny how i can travel from home to queensway to tampines on my injured foot..

must be the wonders of retail therapy..

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at first, i couldn't understand why ppl will splurge over $30 bucks for a pair of plastic slippers/flip flops.

but when i went to queensway on sat, i spotted a flip flop (croc) that costs $49.90!! it's ultra light and looks suber comfy.. self-control needed!!!

Freak accident at home

Freak accident at home...

freak accidents happen to me all the time..

can say i'm quite "blessed" in that manner...

just look how innocent this pretty pink table is lying on the floor...



who would have thought anyone will be injured by stepping on it..



there's a deep cut on the sole on my right foot now.

now i got a red "star" underneath my right foot liao.. anyone knows wat it might indicate??

sigh.. i'm applying ice wrapped with tissue paper on it now... i shall not reveal the sight of the wet tissue paper soaked in blood..

hope the wound will heal by next wednesday... if not, i might not be able to make it for the badminton next wed...

*sulk*

:(

i really miss playing badminton..

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just wanna add that the pain i'm having now it's much worse than donating blood lorh...

pain until i wanna scold bad words lorhhh.. argh! :'(

不好意式。。

不好意式。。

不好意式麻烦别人是我的优缺点。

处里事情，我会用最简单的方法去结决它，也尽量不想打扰别人。。

但是，有时候，会不小心弄桥反桌，麻烦了不少人。。

真是不好意式。。

just not fated

just not fated

today.. i attempt to donate blood again..

went all the way to outram park hsa..

saw an ambulance that crashed into the pavement and tree along the way...



climbed up the bloody stairs just to find out that...

the bloodbank is closed on MONDAYSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

om&*%*$&^g...

NO!! I WILL NOT GIVE UP ON THE IDEA NO MATTER HOW MANY NAILS I MET..

ARGGHH

anyway, i went to bugis later.. went to temple, saw a fren and helped him do a survey. after that i signed a new line with m1 that includes free outgoing calls to 3 m1 numbers on top of the free incoming calls.

hope my bills will go lower lor.. :p

IT show 2006

IT Show 2006

today i went out to destress.. and bought a 1 gb sd card for $56.50!

haha

retail therapy works!! i'm going back to do report now! >_<

jiayou!

a hard day

a hard day

had a hard day..

didn't sleep last night, kena suan-ed by my prof, panick attacks, almost of depression, bf too busy and tired to attend to me.. etc etc..

but.. admist everything, i did not overlook the little happy things that happened today too. I never talk to my family about any problems i had ever faced. But today, tears betrayed me.. they never ask.. but i just know they care by their little actions. :')

*i must remind myself to be nicer to them*

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simin!! wish u happiness! :)

me = weak

me = weak

after learning that Dr M is gonna be my examiner.. my legs, hands, and even brains have gone so weak that i couldn't write anything for my report yesterday.

At least today, there is some progress.

But not enough. I must finish by friday so i can go gaigai over this weekend!!

*Motivation is very important to me*

Bad news

bad news..

fyp examiner list is out..

my examiner is widely known among the students in my cohort... (infamously)

after reading abt his info online, i bet this examiner chose my project because of my fyp title.. i don't know whether examiners got the rights to choose the projects. but, my examiner is the fyp co-ordinator.. so i think he has all the rights.

my fyp title.. how misleading.. he'll be damn disappointed in wat's he's gonna see from me, just like one of my schoolmates.

I'm also prepared to be disappointed in my fyp grades, though i'm also not expecting any good grade in the first place. But you know, at least B- can?!! Now any hopes of getting B- just vanished!!

No words can comfort me now. There is just 0.000000000000000000001% chance that he'll be lenient on me.

Just wish me good luck.

*weeping quietly away*