Monday, October 30, 2006

holiday planning

holiday planning


where should i go? who will go with me? what should i do?

feeling quite lost. actually travelling alone is quite a sexy idea too. but i need the guts. *gulps* not now yet!

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i got too carried away and wished christine happy birthday a day in advance. arghs. what is wrong with me!

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

hate my now self

hate my now self


know what?!... i've forgotten another friend's together with his gf's bdays!!! OMGOMG... i wanna bang my head on the wall. this may sound a little RA.. weird... but i just realised i've missed his birthday while i was showering just now.. my mom must be wondering wth i was screaming in the toilet.

it's 3 weeks overdue.............................

omg.. i must quickly organise myself right now.

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happy belated birthdays to kt and sylvia. *hiding my head in shame*

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

running ard..

running ard


Friday 20 Oct...
9.30am: Was late for lessons and ran from tanjong pagar mrt station to robinson pt. After lesson has ended, I proceeded to vivocity.
5.15pm: While walking towards NEL at outram, I realised goondu me left my nds in the classroom. It was eve of PH and a friday. God knows when the office is closing. Hence i ran from tanjong pagar mrt station to robinson pt again.
the same route, the same funny stares. i oso wanna laff.

Saturday 21 Oct - Monday 23 Oct...
I did the same thing again but this time, running along the citylink trail to marina square and passing the old v*sa office in 3 consecutive days. Hmm.. although i said i miss the toilets and craps at v*sa earlier, i didn't say i miss rushing for work.

Thursday, October 19, 2006

The Chapter on the Streets of OLs and toilet bowls

The Chapter on the Streets of OLs and toilet bowls.


the 5-day course at "the streets of OLs" is ending tmr.. 有点舍不得呢。。可是我真的得走了。 :')

可爱的OLs, byebye le~~~~

I realised I've been thinking alot about my old visa days.

The roomy toilets, high graded toilet bowls, clear mirrors, cosy pantry, and even the pantry/cleaning auntie - I realised I cannot find any of these in my current place.

I also miss the uncles talkingcock session in the lab. I miss how they drooled over their "snapshotcurrypok (hot?)" ladies loitering downstairs - though it's not exactly pleasant.

I miss the shopping at carrefour after lunch - threatening to pockets, fattening to tummy.

Meeting friends in town is such a breeze - I can wait for them in my office and it's quite impossible to be late!

Anyway, I was just reminscing. I'm not unhappy now. I do have a bunch of fun loving colleagues too. A different breed. Younger, more active, more fun. :D Actually I think I'm very lucky already lorh. :)

Saturday, October 14, 2006

dreamy..

dreamy..


i dream every night and stone every day. stoning is different from day-dreaming. i think the latter is better.

happier

happier


yea!! i'm going on course next week again!! Hoping to meet xlz, and some jiemeis for lunch again. :D

the idea of not returning to the office for a week is just so delightful. but ys gotta be responsible and try not to zzzzzzz in class! haha more teabreaks to come! i think my bosses will go crazy if they see what's going on my mind. As far as i know, i should be going for another course next jan. it could be earlier but we will be super busy in the following mth. and in dec, i shd be busy planning welfare activities for my dept. xmas and an outing?? :D

i'm thinking of a day trip to batam - easiest to organise :p. some colleagues are actually nice enough to give me feedbacks. like go genting to gamble, tokyo and i thought i heard tioman wrongly, bangkok is too dangerous to go.

all feedbacks are appreciated. :)

Thursday, October 12, 2006

not bad.

not bad.




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Seems like i've been posting too many negative entries here.. oh no, not good, no!! Time for a change! hee. Thanks for all the concern. :)

Somehow I think I sound like the animals in Animal Crossing when I'm depressed. Haha.. It's my favourite game right now! :D

Saturday, October 07, 2006

the mid autumn that went away...

the mid autumn that went away...


I remembered I took a buncha silly photographs during last year's mid autumn. That was the last day of the 1 week break.

Yesterday, I went to work happily. The lrt train broke down in the morning. I wasn't abit irritated. I know I am gonna be very late becus of that. But I wasn't abit worried. I was calmly playing with my baby (nds) on the train at phoenix station, happily thinking that it will be a lovely friday.

When i reached, I started up everything, including meebo msn. I sent out lovely smses before i started to work. I was so looking forward to my day. I was half researching and half hoping ppl will drop me a msg or two. But until I left my table, the only person who talked to me is my butty. I left my table at 1130am for takashimaya to make preparations for the mid autumn get-together event. Came back at 230pm to make further preparations for the get-together and again, kena spotted by turtleking and we are being accused of eating snake. I left before the get-together ends to catch a conference video with my koliques. By the time i returned to my desk, it was already 640pm.

Tired, sleepy, I login to my comp to realise I have forgotten to switch off my meebo. Received lotsa msgs but most ppl are offline already by then. It was late . I felt a pity for not being able to reply them earlier. Meebo is unlike the msn we used at homes. It's hidden in a browser. Neat.. so neat until you don't remember you have switched it on. So, if I ever ignored you on msn, during office hours, and without picture on msn. I am as good as am being away. Common sense ya?

Any complaints put me into doubts that I've sold my soul to my work. Worse still, I'm not even putting in 100% effort into work yet. And it ruined my day like that. My plans. My day. They are gone like that.

But orite lah. My day didn't end there. My kor suggested playing lanterns and candles.. and because i'm such a lazybum. We are playing in my neighbourhood. It was really hazy then and I was having 2nd thoughts for going out. But heck. It's midautumn on a friday night we are talking about right? And no one else has asked me out too. It was really fun. We walked and talked on our way to deanna's place. Played the noisy sparklers there and finally ended the night/morning playing candles at the void deck.

Kor, you might think that i was feeling obliged to go lanterning with you. But in actual fact, I want to go out too. Thanks for asking me out. :D

Ohh, i've taken quite a number of photographs too. :p

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i can only blame myself for having high expectations. huh? is it even considered high?

it's happening again..

it's happening again..


predicting my behaviour is easy. knowing what i want is obviously not. do you know what i want?

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happy mid autumn festival!~

Monday, October 02, 2006

something pleasant

something pleasant..


i bookmarked this because hongyi asked me to view it the other day. today i view it again and got this very weird feeling again. It's a mixture of guilty, happy, nostalgic and regret.

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I'm very surprised to see my name there even though I've joined the ntu band family for a year (technically speaking, i ran away after the soujourn in march 2003 so it's less than a year). I was the section leader. And I ran away. But I'm sure not many hearts are broken right? hehz. I could have handled it in a more mature manner. Sorry for people whom I've disappointed.

Thank you for remembering me.