my tooth ache

my tooth ache

and ulcers. ouch.

should stop eating the spicy food. had been gorging myself silly with fish curry, mutton curry and chicken curry in two days!

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如果连身活的目标都不同。。我很难想象以后的日子会怎样。。

where are u?

where are u?

call me sentimental.. the bus went past o' sajc, psa building, west coast park, ginza plaza.. i'm reminded of a friend all these while. silly us will meet up at the wulu park to fly kite, cycle, listen to the polluted sea breeze, snatch territory with the kids in the playground. just to pass some time.. sometimes, i took out my hp, went to the message box, thinking what to write to her. but eventually, i give up.. cus i dun really have the courage to write anymore. we are not as strong as we perceived each other to be. sometimes, i really hope she'll be there to listen to me when i'm down. but when i turned around to look for her, i realised she has more urgent matters to take care of. i'm not angry at her for not telling me. but i'm angry at myself for not being there for her when she.. needs me. there's so much things i wanna tell u.. but there are also so many things i can't say..

i can run away from it once..

i can run away from it once..

but not every time.

still, i hope i can be spared for tomorrow.

but i just can't.. run away from it every time..

boo blues.

finally

finally

i have this habit of reading peoples' nicks on msn.

this is what i've found out.. so for fun, i shamelessly tagged along the 'trend' too.


one thing in common, we all work in the same project

not so finally.... the weekend is over.. :'(

old self

old self

I've grown so much weaker over the years. Now I know what's my mom's cane is for. :p

Getting too comfortable in life is no good. When setbacks hit me, I flustered. I think I've forgotten how to pia already. That, I think it's very sad. Because I'm not doing justice to everyone. Of course, I won't wanna sit down and do nothing. For a start, I've been trying hard to sleep early earlier during the weekdays! (except 2 weekdays when sleeping late is necessary.) You heard it right! Sleep early! I found it my concentration level has gotten a bit better because of more zzzz.

Snippets of words from this work week:
"I think you look more alert now with your new (flat) hair" (professional image can still be achieved with jeans, teeshirt and straighthair! :D)

"Your eyes very jia lat" (i rem cus i rcv this everytime..)

"Your eyes (rings) look lighter now" (happy to hear but i slept at 3am last night!)

"I thought I'm late or my watch spoilt when I saw you on the bus" (nb)

"Your tau nau pai? You are talking like a different person." (nb)

"Thumbs up" (i learn there is another meaning to it.)

"give CK food" (is a never ending task)

"..the problem lies between the computer and the chair.." (nb!)

"Sex and Violence" (is it true that all movies have these now?)

"sodomy" (cheem)

i'm not used to it..

i'm not used to it..

:'(

is not an excuse.

i'm flat.

i'm flat

says my hair.

this is just soooo stupid..

this is just soooo stupid..

would you just stop it? i was so blind.

this lines between the good and bad, the right and wrong.. have become ridiculously thinner..

ehh, everyone has the rights to guess, assume and conclude. but remember, you could be wrong. *winks*

once a stoney, always a stoney

once a stoney, always a stoney

I typed my name and this is what i got.

My japanese name is 石丸 Ishimaru (round stone) 歩 Ayumi (walk, deeper meaning: walk your own way).
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ehhh

ehhh

the longest breath wins...

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feeling wu liao.. haha i gave up.

happy with new shoes

happy with new shoes

muahahaha.. charles and keith are having sales now. Having great discounts on their higher heels. but as a non-high-heels lover, i opted for a pair of normal pink metallic slip-ons instead. will have a hard time match it with clothes but heck, but mismatching is a style too! :D

was out with christine and found out that she has more shoes than me!!!! haha.. great job, christine. kept wondering how's she doing. hope she's fine. :)

yesterday went blading with hc, hocky and wgw. actually wgw didnt blade. he just stood by his bicycle and watch us... (it's like waiting for the perfect moment for us to fall!! evil wg!) haha.. anyway, really thank wgw for taking care of our things and the other 2 guys for being.. err... sporty! yay~ my 2nd blading session. now now, who's on for the next one?!