New Year's Eve

New Year's Eve..

Everything juz go downhill after christmas..

Everything..

My 2004 will end real badly..

As if the break up is not enough for my heart to take it.

Some friend suddenly pulled out from a meeting suddenly: aka put me aeroplanes..

That's wat i called double blow.

Actualli it's kinda expected. In fact, i did tell another fren I hope this fren wun put me aeroplanes last min, last night. And this is damn zhun. I think i can be a fortune teller le. -who wans 4 digits can get frm me.

It's not unexpected cus i'll always think of the worst scenario to be kept prepared. Sorry i made anyone feel guilty. Really.

But I can't help to feel cheated.

About all the promises being unkept.

I wonder how much more disappointments can my heart take.

Happy things will have to come to an end. That's it.

ps: that fren is not him-ngr.. dun be mistaken

JB ShooOooping!

JB Shopping

went shopping with him at JB as planned earlier.

i asked him to accompany me earlier but after yesterday's outing, i thought my heart is not strong enough to meet him again.

His indifference, his coolness, like nothing had happened...
mabbe he's pretending..
but it pierced right into my heart deeply..
Pain and sadness overpowered the anger in me.. i'm not angry anymore.
But too late.

I still want to meet him, even though my eyes are still swollen from last night.

so we met lar.. as expected..

with his fren, pat. initially we are supposed to meet at 12pm. But i woke up late and eyes still veri swollen.. so we pushed back to 1pm. Actualli, i told him i do not wanna meet le giving some excuses. But somehow, my msg got misinterpreted and i do not have the heart to repeat again.

at kranji, pat realised he forgot to take his passport.

Best liao.

Have to wait for him to go home and take.
And hey! that's a good chance for me!

But apparently, i'm over-sad and over-demoralised le. i couldnt do anything except staring into blank space. ys.. the ben ben girl..

it din go on smoothly. Main reason is i'm still veri sad. Everything looks so gloomy to me.

Actually, while we were at city square's FOS, he and pat are looking for guys clothes. I have to look for my clothes on my own.

Suddenly, images from the past came back.

And i turned to look at him with pat... happily shopping.. enjoying each other company...
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while i'm alone with all the ugly clothes ard me...

How cud i not be sad?
How cud i not feel anything?
How cud i not feel like giving up?

The sadness is overwhelming.

I wanted veri much to go back to singapore alone rather than to see his indifferent face again.

i was at the entrance walking in and out..

No one noticed.

Alright. nvm, since clothes at FOS are ugly and there's really no difference from shopping all alone at that time, I went off to mango to shop without informing -ok my fault.

I shd have bitten my lips with tears in eyes and inform him. Ok, I wun do it again. Becuz he din like it.. but more imptly, it's irresponsible.

Good is that things get better after we boarded the shuttle bus from pelangi. Cus I managed to molest hold his arm. muahhaa.. I hope he wasnt irritated by me.

I was veri happie.

But fools like me also noe he shd be juz trying to minimise the pain in me. I can't afford to give myself false hopes. Anyway, thanks for being nice.

So, i'm happier. Inform him i wanna go mango shop shop before he and pat went to look at
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the clocks lar.

eh wat were u guys thinking?!.. haha

Bought one skirt and pants at veri cheap prices.. both cost less than SGD50!! muahaha.. shopping kills the pain in me for a moment, temporarily.
It helps more here cuz the prices are low so there's no more heartpain in terms of my pocket..

While trying to hail cab to tanah sentosa for dinner, he touched gave a gentle push on my back at times.. jus like the past.
I even hallucinated that he forgot and wanted to hold my hand.

yea, ys pls stop dreaming. Can't believe i observed such little actions. & does he observe too?

Anyway! the seafood there is dirt cheap and yummy!

Dun think abt the hygenie can le. And DONT drink too much. It's not a good experience to visit their loos after a meal.. u geddit?

ok, well it ends nicely. Thank god.

things like this may or may not happen again.

i hope it will and i'll be able to hold his hands. -ok sorry, i'm mad.

I'm gonna cry less tonight. ^__^

back from MIA..

back from MIA..

yay i'm back.

ok, to make up, here's a list of things that happened that made me happy:
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^_^


eh, Nothing?

Ya..
(missy still sad now, sorrie for the insensitiveness hor)

Abit back from sadness, i must thank all who are there for me these days.

Including those who dropped me msgs cuz i'm sad.

I'm veri relieved for that.

Really.

It's so difficult to move on without u ppl... ^_^

and it's difficult without him ard.

But I'll try to be strong..

And pls dun worry abt me, cus ys is more prone to pissing off rather than depression

Good thing I havent lost my sense of humor hor (if i have any lar).
But still, i repeat again: i'm sad..

haha

Maybe u all can help by praying for me and not asking me wat happened? cus after saying, i'll be hurt more, lost even further...

Thanks. Alot. Really.

1 week to attachment

1 week to attachment___

I dun have anything to write about yesterday(sunday). Basically it's another bo liao day and I din step out of the house at all.

Not even out for a jog.

Not even out to help my mom throw rubbish.

Not even out to buy supper even though i'm veri hungry now.

FYI, kopitiam is juz a stone away. And some stalls open until as late as 2am. So supper is easy. But NOo! I've been eating alot at home already!

From my calculation, I am trapped in my house for 15 hours already. 80% of the time i'm inside the room. 99% of the time when i was in the room i was surfing, msn-ing and blogging.
- ys the geek*..

sad, i feel so suffocated. I need fresh air.....

tmr ys is going to town no matter wat.

gonna shop no matter nobody will pei me or not.

gonna step out of this house by afternoon by 3pm.

I hate to get outta the house late. Might as well dun go out at all. Usually if i get out after 3pm, i'm not returning home. That's it. My principle. And I hate ppl who tried to ruin my principle.

I'm veri pissed now.. Arghh

Lazy Christmas 2004

YS's Lazy Christmas 2004

This is how it goes:

3am - Left the ONE karaoke
pls look at previous post for things happened b4 3am.. :)

4am - Reached Lau Pat Sat to feed the resident mosquitoes there, chit chatted with my beloved sec sch frens to keep each other awake

5am - Breakfast Time! and we stopped feeding the mozzies. but onli min and me ate, hua and fred drank milo-lookalike stuff and bao stoned. I ate the yummy bah chor mee!! got pork lards one leh.. *drooling now*

6am - reached raffles mrt station and waited for the 1st train. My first time taking first train!! erm.. i wasnt veri excited then

7.30am - reached home.

9am - Slept & Snored Zzzzzzzzzzzz.. *oink*

4pm - Officially woke up by lifting myself off the bed. OH and i broke my record!

5pm - my first food of the day (besides bar chor mee) - Curry Chicken..

I'm too lazy to step out of the house again. And was angry with gene becuz he din gimme a wake up call. By right we're supposed to meet in the afternoon. But when i woke up it's already LATE afternoon le.

His reason for not calling me is not cuz he dun wanna disturb my beauty sleep loh.

BUT cuz he's having steamboat with his buddies.
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win liao lor.

btw i onli received a xmas pressie this yr: a mug from hua

Before

After


tt hua must have thot ys == pig loh.. haha..

and oso i got this frm min:


Anyone guess wat is this??
*hint* - look at the link of this pic..

2004's Christmas Eve

2004's Christmas Eve - UPDATED

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!
Hope everyone will have a wonderful time this christmas eve!

hee.. i'll be going for a ktv marathon with my sec sch frens..

6pm to 3am

think we can make it?

haha..

Back from the ktv marathon! guessed how much we spent? $75+++ for abit less than 8hours!

we had 6 singers, so each paid abt $14.90 (IIRC)! at first, we calculated each will have to pay $32.50.. now the cost is slashed by more than 50%!!

*haha* I think the cashier had too much drink tonight.. that's why..

it's the ONE (LCD) ktv - always featured in channel's 5/8 mag.. and i wun go back to the place again.. why?

1st of all, we were greeted by a chinese funeral right at the entrance of the ktv..got liveband somemore.

the funeral is at the other side of the road. And according to my measurements, it's zhun zhun facing the entrance of the shop.

It doesnt help that the shop entrance itself has 2 big RED lanterns(electronic) hanging outside loh. Wahpiang.. lucky that din bring us bad luck.. i'm a veri superstitious girl hor.. haha

2nd, the medium room is damn small.. and yesh, they have LCDs... two tiny weeny LCDs per room.. one for us to choose songs, one for us to watch the mtvs.. the lcd is ard 19" for the MTV.. and 17" for songlist.

Mabbe i'm too pampered by the big big screens from kbox and partyworld liao.. lucky they charged us wrongly.. haha

3rdly is their sound.. have u entered a medium ktv room equipped with one mic onli? the ONE's medium can accomdate 5-6 ppl. imagine 6 ppl fighting for a mic.. we had to call them up to request for a new mic loh.

But i havent finished! their sound system sucks big time!! when i sing.. i sound weird.. when we start singing with the mic, we can hear the singer singing with us. When we stop, the background singing stop.

Yea, veri HI Tech indeed.

Erm, but some of us, esp min, doesnt have this problem lah.. cus she is zhen cai shi liao can!! she overpowered the bg singers! haa.. & most got used to the background singing and overpower it eventually.. except me.. think that night i cannot make it..terrible!! boohoo!

4thly, their toilets are terribly small.. so many rooms but onli one toilet per level, 2 cubicles per toilet.

I dun think there is enough space for the Gents' urinals.. hey i didnt peek hor!

from my visual measurements, i dun think there's enough space la.

Each toilet can onli have 2 ppl queuing. And the 2nd person RISK the danger of being knocked down by the door if another person attempted come in without warning.. that's how they save space..

Anymore? yes, still got.. towards 3am, when we want our last order, we have to tell them 3times before they cud register our order in their mind.. wah piang.. veri good service hor..

haha.. but overall.. i still had a good time there.. it's the ppl i'm with that matters, not the place.. min, hua, fred, eva, bao.. *gan dong ma?*

haha!!

since there's not much up to date songs there to sing, and i can't sing also..
we chit chat, took alot of pics.. haha.. and eva even met her ex sec classmate.. so qiao..

But most importantly, it ends off nicely with a shockingly cheap bill.. muahaha..

2nd Post Exams celebrations of the semester~~

Post Exams..again..

2004/5 Semester One is different..

Cus i have two Post Exams Celebrations!!~

Jus completed the paper for my western art music paper.. It wasn't smooth sailing lar..cuz i misinterpret the tips wrongly.. boo... but can at least get D ba.. afterall, that's wat i am aiming for! heehee!.. like i always say: "can pass can already lar!" ..
..see i'm a easily contented girl lor, but still duno why ppl and the personality analysis always say i'm a veri practical person..

*thinking*

or mabbe i'm both?

ys the practical-easily content girl..

heehee, practical good mar... i'm practical in a way that i'm realistic not materialistic hor. got difference one..

Anyway I'm going to gaigai aka jalanjalan aka have fun aka shopping/ktv-ing/eating buffet!! *yay* must reward myself for being very so abit hardworking these days..

i'm off to enjoy le.. weeee!!!

i'm back! had a veri tiring and fufilling celebration..

Before i forgot!! I met brenda on the bus after i left LWN lib. She was on her way to take her afternoon paper.. the shocking thing is.. she wore a miniskirt!! haha, 1st time in the 3years since i noe her.. she's wearing a skirt. Must psycho her to wear skirts more often to pei me when the school starts in next july again...

i chose teahouse at chinasquare for today's post exams celebration. been craving for dim sum buffet since july woh.. but teahouse is quite disappointing lar.. dim sum there taste like food from supermarkets..... overall, it's not nice, not ultra cheap and not recommended... dim sum at miramar tastes better i think..

Feeling abit heaty from the lack of sleep, i skip ktv and went to westmall instead.. planning to go on 29th nov leh.. for the 1-1 deal mah.

At westmall, i saw performance by ntu's welfare service club members who "sang" xmas songs using sign language. Veri nice. veri heartwarming. and i almost teared when they performed christina aguilera's debut..too tired cannot remember liao
Anyway, at that moment i realli wished i was part of the group who performed. Very meaningful to me.

DOZEZzzzzzzzzz...

i disfigured myself...

i disfigured myself...

Juz did an Italian horoscope (received frm hua.. ehh.. this girl sent me mail once in a blue moon.. can buy 4D liao). Anyway, it's quite accurate for my case:


Group A1 You consider love as the most beautiful thing and you love to
fall in love, but a number of your group members think that the person they love is not sincere with them. You love to be with your friends and you are always found to be a dutiful friend. You can hardly control your patients, which is a very big drawback of your nature.

The Person who is ruling your mind & heart these days is perfect for you.


damn accurate can... i love to fall in love, but now cannot liao.. :P

Mabbe the friends part is not so accurate.. i admit i'm not a dutiful fren.. :*(

i'm a super impatient sagittarius... and this is widely known also...

And, i like ppl who take control of me.. haha.. veri weird hor? no lar, i juz wanna be lazy... heehee

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too stressed...

so i disfigured myself...

here's the result..
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haha..

short day

Short day...

there'll be lesser and lesser stuff to write here le..

cuz my exams coming...

on the 23dec...

today i woke up at 1.40pm.. which is 20mins earlier than yesterday.. haha.. i think i'm getting veri used to this timing... not goood not good..

remember a week plus ago i was complaining i was veri sick of orc??? ..... i'm beginning to miss it now.. i wanna go shopping... veri much.. :*(
or at least go orc to feel the xmas spirit.. cuz i dun have xmas trees nor mistletoes at home.. and..i've juz formatted my lappy, so no xmas songs to hear.. except the one playing now.. sobz i'm the christmas-deprive girl...

oh, i forgot to mention i watched Ocean 12.. nono.. i din download.. I gene paid the tickets to watch at jp after the listening test.. to relac abit..

not bad, in fact i think it's veri witty -- to some they may be trying too hard to be funny.. cuz i heard the reviews weren't good... but anyway who cares! haha.. brad pitt and george clooney are inside mar!! and i think catherine zones a.k.a mrs douglas is veri gorgeous!.. haha, those who think otherwise, dun throw shit at me.. overall, it's a veri cool show with lotsa cool actors..~

ok time for me to go back mugging books.. .. .. *puke*

ps: the word "actress" is now barred rite? now "actor" refers to all guys and gals..

before formatting

after formatting..

a veri sehz and cannot sleep girl is here after the long long process of formatting and installing programs..

i think i have screen-sickness now...

veri giddy and nauseous after staring into the screen for so long..

*viomits*

so instant mash potatoes came to the rescue.. and after consumption and bath.. i felt so much better!!

but still... veri seh... *burps*

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before formatting..

after delaying to format my lappy for 2 years.. i've finally dug out the recovery discs.. and the format process will start in a few mins? few hours?.. when i'm mentally prepared.. the super procrastinator in me...

before i start to format, i thot better write some stuff here in case i dun have the chance later... prays nothing will go wrong..

haha.. sounds like my last words here...

cuz...

this is my first time formatting... somemore it's without supervision.. prays hard

now, i'm realli ashamed to be a computer engineering student.. haha

Listening test

After Listening Test...

*YAY* finished my listening test! pretty confident cuz i wrote alot.

my teacher posted an extra qn which is not in the songlist she gave us..
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a blessing in disguise?
YES!

cus i heard of that song b4!!! *yay* - appalachian springs by aaron copland!!

*overjoyed*

I din waste my time downloading and reading up on this piece ye! cuz i wanted to do it so much... instead of the disgusting tchai's symphony..

*heng*

can't believe i'm so lucky!

thanks for all who wished me!! =)

Listening Test later...

how i wish the listening test is about jay chou's music.. sobz..

can some1 tell me y angmoh's name are so long? sobz.. veri difficult to memorise can.. anyways.. i realli need lucks for tmr's test.. another sleepless night

na ge ren is finally back frm MIA.. and he acted like nothing happen..

no apologies..
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juz when i was about to close one eye.. he told me he got outing this weekend.. tmr he got darts training..

and me?

i'll be rotting at home probably.. :*(

oh! mabbe can make a trip to cz's place to see her 7newborn bunnies!!

but her place is at...........
the faraway
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pungol

PISSED

....pissed......

Good News!! for M1 users, bring ur bill or show ur M1 operator logo on ur phone to enjoy 1 for 1 offer at KBOX every wed and sun, until end of this yr!!

but not many weds and suns left liao..

suns are expensive...

and next wed need to prepare for exams on the 23rd... :*(

but still left with one more wed on 29 dec!!

who wanna go with me? =)

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i'm veri pissed with that person, na ge ren, who din call, msg, nor even come online to look for me since last evening. veri angry!! so this is wat i did:


the bear refers to that person.. u noe who ur loh..

HUMPH

headache...vs happy..

headache...vs happy..

down with a headache after presentation at 3pm.. must be the lack of sleep and the contact lenses..

sigh, usually i dun like to present without my specs.. cuz wearing them made me feel less intimidated..

they are like my shields, protecting me frm strangers' scarie stares..

but y no specs today?..... cuz..i misplaced it again... have not seen my specs for..counting.. 1week already? the last time i misplaced my specs, i din see it for abt 1month.. haha.. but some how it'll mysteriously reappear again.. heehee.. ys is waiting.... haha

ok, back to the presentation.. my tutor posed us a qn when i thot we can go back to our seats..

teacher: "any of u play music?"..
ys:"me lor and and hongtian (another guy).."
teacher: "wat instrument? piano? violin?"..
ys:"flutes.."

...*silence*...
...*awkard silence*...

so, she smiled,

we smiled,

and went back to our seats..

apparently, she doesnt know much about tchai's 6th symphony and wants to ask more about the roles play by piano and violins.. but when we said flutes... there's nothing more to ask for her...cuz she duno much abt flutes too.. *haha*

tried to self-pose with the pretty balloons.. but failed terribly.. hah


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the balloons look so pretty without me..



I'm happy today cuz i finished the blardy tchai's presentation le!! No more si ah tchai le!!

Also, i got my results back. Not good but Cleared my Yr3 subjects!! and now im eligible for attachment next jan!

*yay* Off i go to Visa International le and allowance is 750! Not alot but definitely more than wat i expected!....
*ys grinning*...

more bling bling makes ys a happie girl =D

ps: pls do not warn/remind me i might be put in the customer/IT support team.. i'm still distracted by the $$$.. XD

Tchaikovsky's Symphony No.6 Pathetique

Tchaikovsky's Symphony No.6 Pathetique

I'm listening to ah tchai's 3rd movement again and again for the past few hours.. *puke*.. pathetique me..

why am i torturing myself? cuz i have i project to do on him. That 6 slides took me..
5 HOURS.. 5 divides 6.. which means approx. 1hour/slide!! yah i round up...

here a pic i took during my 5hours struggle. nice bo? 3days liao..still looking so fresh.. =)


boohoo.. i still havent thot of the speech i'm gonna deliver on wed's presentation.. but rite now, i realli had enuff for the proj, so i'm back to blogging again.. muahaha.. the procastinator in me again..

okok.. i'm going back to serious work/sleep now.. sleep? yes, there's a chinese saying rest is for the longer journey.. something liddat. So that concludes: sleep == work!!! haha.. shit i'm corny again...

OH! nearly forgot to mention my sis brought back 2 mice home.. looking after them for a fren. wah piang.. they look disgusting can.. i hate their long tails. The winter white hamsters are so much cuter loh.. no tails!..esp. the senile one at dearie's place. hee hee.

Heart skipped a beat

my Heart Skipped a Beat..

Thanks to dearie.. my heart skipped a beat early this morning its freaking 2am!! on our 2nd anniversary. I thought I lost his Creative's muvo 1GB mp3player but actualli, he took it back without telling me... @#&%$*% it realli scares the hell outta me can. (*_*!!)

Come to think of it, there are alot of UNWELCOME surprises on my impt days.. 1stly, my sis discover my relationship with dearie as mention earlier.. and now, this stoopid false alarm.. @#%$%*^(%$ which god did i offend this year ar?! Ar?! SOBBBB...

I HOPE that's enuff at least for now le.. cuz i dun think my heart can take it anymore.. Oh no, this reminds me my exams results are coming out this thurs.. And the presentation is on wed AND the listening test is on fri...ohmyheart........ this is so So SO terrible..
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still not forgeting to wish huiting, happy working!!

and also to my dearie, Happy 2nd Anniversay~ even tho i dun think we have time to celebrate oso lar

Lazy Sunday

Nothing much to update today cuz i woke up at 2pm (my record is 4pm). Yes, woke up at 2, but officially awake ard 3pm to 4pm when i started walking ard and eating.. the piggie me..

Hmmm.. received pressie from kt and sylvia..the newlywedscoupled.. haha, kt gonna kill me for this.. anyway, kt & sylvia, thanks alot! aiya.. i think my blog is gonna sound like the 2nd stars awards at channel 8 le... So many thanks.. hehee..

speaking of the stars awards, fiona xie din get in the top 10 this year.. poor thing.. i concluded it must be phyllis quek's fault? must be some "BACKING" she has behind her.. the rich balding old man behind her...*pui*

ht, attachment is juz hours away for u now. Hope u are mentally prepared already. Jiayou! Dun be scared! I'm looking forward to hear the good experiences u will have at 3M..

My 21st Bday..

Today is my bday.. but i do not have a good feeling abt it. ht may envy me becuz i got frens to celebrate with me. yup, i still do appreciate their presence. but its kinda stress to me and i usually end up not enjoying myself, as it is always the case. hope this year wud be different.

I going off to celebrate with gene's family cuz it's his dad's bday too. so coincidental rite? His dad and me have the same birthdate. This can be good OR bad news, depending on how u look at it. For me, my mind say it's bad and my heart says it's good. ya, i'm going one big round to say....I...DUNO! hahaa.. i'm corny, isnt it?

last nite mister gasoh said i sound corny. bingo. in fact, i'm corny in real life and my thinking can be so childish that i'm too ashamed to speak. haha.. that explains why i'm so quiet in person. but hey, U all shd be thankful abt it can. Cuz one ym is really enuff. hahhaa.

Story will continue after ktv. . . . . .
okie.. i thnk i'm late..

40mins late for the lunch. I was trapped in the jam frm newton road to orchard.. u wun noe the feeling of helplessness i had while i was on bus 190. I was supposed to meet them at centrepoint but i alighted at far east. cuz the traffic was too F* up at orc there.. using my two legs instead wud be much faster loh. But of cos, the lazy me changed to mrt instead. muahaha..utilising my bus + mrt concession stamps.

This whole para is delicated to my beloved sec school band frens:
Met sok, min, eva, su, zq, fred, fang at sunlight partyworld later. erm, that place is realli wulu.. but i wanna save $$ so can sing is good enuff le ba.
Ym is freaking 3.5hours late. *Applauds* Think he din get to sing anything except my happie birthday song.. but i'm still veri thankful for the presence.. realli! even though i din show it on my face cuz i was kinda dumb-------"folded". Thanks for alll the pretty balloons, nice cakes, levis jacket. Thanks Thanks Thanks! mUAcks..
*yay* it's finally over

Also thanks to all who wished me today: ht, cz, kt, deanna, ws and so on.. no thanks to those who din.. U noe who u are! humph! haha, ok lah, i'm not anggry cuz i myself do forget birthdays.. oops..

Learning Multitasking

who says all women know how to multi-task. it not true... why? it's becuz of me lah. ys the multitasking idiot.

But ppl do change. Today i learn.

at 11pm, i was busy sending files to xurui for the listening test, teaching ht to upload pics and add links to blog, settling my bday celebrations stuff with sok. So, in the end, i sent 98 files to xurui and end up calling sok "jie jie" cuz she helped to reserve the ktv room for me. Humph. All these lasted for 3 hours. And my hands still feel numb about it as I'm typing this now.

3 hours, i need a rest. so today's entry gonna be short. Oh, and i'm in deep shit now. U noe why the thunder roar so loudly tonight? i noe. *Qing Tian Pi Li*... my sis caught me in the act with gene!!!! holding hands.. and soon, the whole world will noe. we'll jus wait.

typing out my 1st ever line in my blog.. err.. so it looks like this..

==>to be cont..

finally.. after 2 hrs struggle with html coding..... bloggie still looks 99% similar to itself 2 hrs ago. . .!?!! there are so many things i wanna do.. adding music, pics and a tagboard. arghh.. there still a long way to go!

==>something about today..

who says bus driver must be balding, old, tek-go-pek looking? I bumped into a cute one this afternoon on the way to meet ht hor.. hee hee it so *brightens* up my day..

(until now, i'm still not veri used to toking to myself...shrugs.. ok cont)

arghh.. practically went orchard 5 times in 2 weeks.. i'm getting pretty sick of the place.. no. correction. i'm SICK of singapore. it's either bugis or orchard. where else can i go? zoo? sobz..

guess wat? last night, i was still fretting why i din have the chance to meet celebrities on the streets in my whole life. And u noe who i met today? ha ha ha, i saw huang bi ren today at paragon. woops, yea i noe she's not a big star la. but she's still 1 of the ah jies at the calecott hill can..

while writing, i went over to jac's blog to get some ideas.. erm, i do not noe jac personally, i juz like to read her blog. Yestd, she wrote abt F's story.. (it is going to be complicated now. ok, I used to visit F's blog too n erm, and she duno me as well). I shall cut short and lets juz say that she met a psycho bf in ntu who wud threaten to kill himself if she leaves him and did other stuffs to control her. being the emotional me.. i shed tears for this stranger.. and left her a msg at jac's blog (wat else can i do?!). i mean that freak is definitely not worth her love.. he is 28 and she is only 19.. and he is def not behaving like his age.. hope she'll wake up soon to realise everything is not worth it. *sniffs*

==>today's thoughts
special thanks to ym and ht for today's outing. though it's realli irritating to hear ym's lame jokes and craps.. i realli appreciate his efforts lah..

gene din call to say goodnite to me again.. i make sure he'll get an earful tmr! humph!

my heart wrenched for F tonite, she realli deserves a better guy. actualli i dun understand why she left her previous bf for this freak. but aniway, i hope she's fine. why am i so concerned for her?? ........i dun noe.. mabbe cuz i'm also a woman and we happened to be in the same school.. ?

ok, i must admit blogging is difficult. it's realli like toking to urself here. and it's darn hard to make things sound natural. so, why did i start blogging anyway? .........erm, FOR FUN.... haha.. and of cos to keep tracks of the good memories i had. for ppl who noe me, they shd noe that i'm hopelessly forgetful...