tmr convo..

tmr convo..

i realised my multi-lines right eyelid has returned to its normal state. actually preferred it to be have more lines although it makes my right eye look bigger than my left sometimes.

ok, tmr is convo. i'm just done with the basic preparations. i got a feeling.. it's gonna be really messy tmr. for me. haha.. i havent pin up the gold color thingy properly! i havent tried the hat! arhhhh.. i havent decided on the shoes to wear. and i have no black shoes.

bf is not going... he has no intention to go. so there isn't an issue abt who's meeting who tmr anymore. seriously, i duno i should feel glad or disappointed. mind is in a whirlpool... ahhhh i havent charged my batteries!!! and where's my mask!!?

:x

ok i shd just go sleep now. nites.

sighs..

sighs...

i just calculated. i will be very broke for the next 3 years.

:'(

anime is back!

anime is back!

seems like i only enjoy watching animes when i'm stress...

watched nana 15 yesterday and cried!! argh.. i think nana very poor thing.. i'm so angry with that sachiko and shoji! okay, i know nana and shoji are not compatible and nana is too self centered at times. it's just so painful to watch... but i'm already looking forward to the next episode.

seems like time passes very quickly once i reached home from work. i am still trying to get used to it. sighs. i miss the dota, maple, msn and goingout days..

Stoney is a song!

Stoney is a song!

Words and Music by Kent LaVoie ( a.k.a, "Lobo" )

I've known her since we both were kids
I recall the silly things we did
She would want to ride upon my back
To keep from stepping on a crack

I didn't think of it back then
But even when she did not win
She was happy just to play
Stoney liked to live out every day

Stoney, happy all the time
Stoney, life is summertime
The joy you find in living every day
Stoney, how I love your simple ways

The times when no one understood
Seems that Stoney always would
We'd walk for hours in the sand
She would always try and hold my hand

Stoney, happy all the time
Stoney, liked the summertime
The joy you find in living every day
Stoney, how I love your simple ways

Now, I don't recollect the time
I fell in love with this old friend of mine
Or when I first saw in her eyes
What she tried so not to hide

Stoney, happy all the time
Stoney, liked the summertime
The joy you find in living every day
Stoney, how I love your simple ways

Stoney, happy all the time
Stoney, liked the summertime
The joy you find in living every day
Stoney, how I love your simple ways

Stoney, happy all the time
Stoney, liked the summertime
The joy you find in living every day
Stoney, how I love your simple ways

first week

friday

on friday, i ended my work happily for this week, that's something to cheer abt. :D

on friday, i found my long lost primary school fren who is working in my company for attachment! HO ZY! it took me 4 days to realise he looks like ZY. but he introduced himself as n*c so i didnt ask him until i saw his full name on his report! haha i'm so impressed with myself cus i actually remember him but he has no idea who am i. -_- haha win liao. we have lost contact since pri school graduation. :D

on friday, i have new clothes! and am aiming to become an iora member within 6 months. anyone has their receipts? can pass to me?? :D

on friday, i slept at 3am(sat morning). it's the first time for this week!! :D

on friday, i ate my fav selegie dao huey. :D

on friday, i found out something. and.. hmm.. i couldn't find the right words to say now. so just hope everything would be fine lar. I know the kinda situation u are going thru now but i can't just tell u not to be sad or stop thinking. U will stop thinking when u decided to do so. Give urself some time. I can assure u that things can only get better and rent lend my shoulders/hand out if u need them. Remember u still have family, many friends, colleagues and mabbe some secret admirers who care abt u too. and remember ur payday is coming and i'm hungry. heehee. Jiayou ar! *patpat* :)

okay, i think this friday is rather eventful. :)

+ + + + + + +

Happy Birthday Looney! :D

working is depressing

working is depressing

it's onli the 3rd day. why am i so weak...

huff puff tuff...

huff puff tuff...

it's tough. :(

ever so hao lian

ever so hao lian

some things u just can't help not sharing.


my first in almost 2 years

first day

first day

i was quite myself in the morning.. shy, very reserved, timid. but something happened during lunch (which i dunno lar). i became a little brave and abit initiative (or maybe pushy/audacious if i think towards the negative side).

unlike my previous attachment coy, my first day here is quite a breeze. meeting new ppl and setting up my own system. ppl are very nice. but i just have a stupid problem to ask for help. project is quite big. i hope i can cope. there's gonna be so much things to learn in time to come.

now, i'm almost dead after drinking the milk tea. it's allergy i guess.

开工了

开工了

am starting work tmr. will be missing in action until they give me internet access in the office? it's gonna be a scary world out there. hope i can cope well. yea, u have guessed it right. i do not sound very excited. it's pre-monday blues.

sce grad nite

sce grad nite

a little unwillingly, i entered the ballroom. my initial plan was to take the certs and make an exit after eating some food there. the schedule says dinner will only commence at 8 and hf wasn't feeling well. so i was a little reluctant to stay behind for the grad nite. but still, i ended up following the crowd and sloppily made my way to the dining table. This led to a series of unexpected events.

it was surprisingly fun. i enjoyed the games, the company (thoroughly), the mango mousse, the potato salad, the photoshoot and the vitamin c music that almost made me cried on stage. sometimes, i can't believe i'm tt fortunate, u noe, to have met these ppl in life. i will definitely miss u guys. hahaha. sorry that's my limit. i need to laff to tone down the mushy parts. :x

i will treasure the memories u all gave me tonight. thanks for the night. i love u ppl. and lots. :')

do i have something to share?

do i have something to share?

not much.

so i'm always quiet.

"new" discoveries

"new" discoveries

while packing room.. i've found..

some pendants given to me during jc time.. i really love them now..

a blue ribbon that used to decorate my pony tail during band performances..

a golden miniature flute that's not for playing..

a bottle of yellow poster color.. that has already dried up.

i've also found my year 1 logbooks.. and some jc maths notes.

so nostalgic.

but the best discovery of the day is that.... i've found back my A level cert!!

i'm so happy. hahaha.. it's kiap-ed between the pages of my sajc yearbook..

+ + + + + + +

while packing the room, i've heard some guitar strummings in the background.

it's not from my lappy.

so i followed the melodies noise and found my bro playing with a guitar!

"hey! is that ur guitar?"

"uh-huh"

"u bought it?!!"

"ya" giving me a nod at the same time

"wahh!! i wanna play!! lemme play it! i learnt abit bit before!!"

then.. ahh.. i dun remember the C chord i've learnt from butty.

wahliew damn malu... i wanna learn playing guitar too..

what a beautiful song..

what a beautiful song...

i think it brings out tanya's voice very well.. Love's Beautiful

(in traditional chinese characters, from ah bao or shd i say.. shimmerysan :p)
看着時間 別讓它再流浪
從前我 太適應悲傷
你的出現在無意中 卻深深撼動我
一起走著 沒說什麼 心是滿足的
這個世界 隨時都要崩塌
我沒有 其他的願望
假如明天將消失了 趁現在我愛著
只想記得 被你抱著 溫熱的感受
Love's Beautiful So Beautiful
我失去過 更珍惜擁有
多慶幸我是我 被你疼愛的我
緊緊牽住的手 不要放手 永遠守護我

Love's Beautiful So Beautiful
我很快樂 你會了解我
我不會再哭泣 是因為我相信
我們勇敢的愛著 每秒鐘 都能証明 一生的美麗

這個世界 隨時都要崩塌
我沒有 其他的願望
假如明天將消失了 趁現在我愛著
只想記得 被你抱著 溫熱的感受

Love's Beautiful So Beautiful
我失去過 更珍惜擁有
多慶幸我是我 被你疼愛的我
緊緊牽住的手 不要放手 永遠守護我

Love's Beautiful So Beautiful
我失去過 更珍惜擁有
多慶幸我是我 被你疼愛的我
緊緊牽住的手 不要放手 永遠守護我

Love's Beautiful So Beautiful
我很快樂 你會了解我
我不會再哭泣 是因為我相信
我們勇敢的愛著 每秒鐘 都能証明 一生的美麗