Pre-Redang mood

Pre-Redang mood Part 1

I'm leaving for redang in the evening later.

I'm unexcited and my bag is still unpacked. in fact, i'm feeling scared. argh.

gonna stay awake tonight to do something for my fyp...

sighs..

i dun wanna go there with a baggage of fyp thoughts.


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Pre-Redang mood Part 2

stiff neck.

muscleache everywhere.

u tell me, how to survive the 10hour bus ride later?!!

:(

the jiemei nightout 23-24july

jiemei nightout 23-24july..

Warning!! please do not proceed if you have just had ur meal!!!
just 2 days before school starts, i decided to join bao, min and hua for a girlstalk (gossip) session at orchard in the evening..

but this initially proposed short chitchat session led to a series of unexpected events...

at wisma's coffeeclub, we chatted and chatted.. until the cafe closed shop.. unwilling to end the night so easily, we decided to proceed to the eski bar!!


who's leaving?!? talk to my hand!

it was almost midnight when we reached eski, the bar with below zero degree celsius temperature. the bar was packed with noisy ppl and cigarettes and we didn't wanna sit at the entrance of the bar. so, we packed up and left for fullerton!

everything became slurred to me after that night.

so, let the pictures speak paint the thousand words!

we were quite normal in the beginning..








and then we got alittle bit crazy..



omg!! which finger is that?!!


hush hush! secrets!


wanna act chio, but turned out acting cute. so i tried again..


and this is even worse!!

refusing to give up, i tried the last time..

ok! this is much better!


of cos, i think the one with the nicest pose with glass still goes to....


ah hua lah!

my fave picks!

so pretty!!


thinking of RJ ar? heh heh heh *winks*

:p

if u think our night just ended like that, then u are wrong again..
cus someone1 got hungry later, and someone2 mentioned the saliva-stimulating prata at jalan kayu, and someone3 analysed it's too early to proceed to a wulu place at jalan kayu for an early breakfast, so, someone4 suggested we go to merlion bay to... catch couple making out chitchat again..


left merlion at 4am and for a yummy breakfast!!

wooohooooo!!~




all good things must come to an end.. we finally got our asses back home after finishing the breakfast.

this is how my short girlstalk session with them ended.

haha.

see lar, like that how to believe them in future??! :p

Addition: When we were taking cab home from jalan kayu, a very weird cab driver beside our cab was staring with eyes wide open in our direction. he's not staring like he's memerised in *ahem* my or my jiemei's beauty lorh... he's staring like he saw something horrible!! but there was no one else on the road except us.

maybe he saw something that we didn't see.

hmmmmmmmmm...

*shudders*

chatterbox to cbox!

from chatterbox to cbox!

in response to the recent 'threats' i've received in my chatterbox, appropriate measures have to be undertaken!! Hence, i shall announce that it's time to introduce my brand new tagboard from cbox.ws!

see who's the first to tag it!

haha

that can't be helped..

that can't be helped..

there are so many things in life i don't want them to happen.

but we have to accept the fact that things happen cus that can't be helped..

it's like how i don't wanna go to school today but i still went because it can't be helped that i'm a veryhardworking person. haha

and like how i dun wanna meet my snobbish relatives later but i know i will still go because it can't be helped that i'm a veryfilial daughter. muahahaha

and also like how i dun wanna bad things to happen to my friends but things still happened because it can't be helped that i'm not the veryalmighty god goddess.

:'(

to my friends who are having problems in life, regardless of how big or small the problem is and how nochalant or how stupid that i might have sounded when u tried to seek comfort from me, my verybroad shoulders are always ready for u to cry on okie?

let us be strong (&healthy too) and move on ba!

very moody!!

very moody!!

i wanted to update about the "foursome" nightout i had last night.

and also wanted to update about the super happening birthday "party" i went to just now.

but i'm feeling so moodyyy now!!

do i need to explain more??

school's starting tmr..........................

not cool at all..

:( to the power of inifinity.. (learned & quoted from suz..)

*whines*

i missed visa...

oops.

My favorite Necklace

My favorite Necklace.

from dor jie, using macro function.


look! look!! the background is blurred!!

hahaha.. paiseh my first time taking such photos.

dancing in the water

dancing in the water

presenting to u some unsuccessful photoshooting attempts on my sister's goldfishes (but my mom took care of them) at home.













oops.. i lost focus totally cus i was in a hurry to take these while mom is bathing!! remember my mom isn't supposed to know i've gotten myself a new cam?

shhhh!!

freddie, u dun tell my mama hor! (jus in case if he happened to see this lah)

it doesn't help when the lightings are bad too. so, the clever me resized the photos to hide all the noise and blurness.. muahahhaa..

and why?

cus this cleber me duno how to use photoshop do the enhancements.. gasp!! *hides in shame*

actually, my home ordinary goldfishes can look quite astonishing while "dancing" in the water hor?

i like the 2nd, 3rd and last pics best! only if they are clearer and less noisy... sighs..

the 1st pic sux i noe.. wrong aperture timing?? and everything yucks. i put it here for a purpose.

i used polarised lens to take the all pictures except the first one. the polarised lens is supposed to help reduce some reflections from the surface the aquariam. i think.

can u spot the difference?

ps: oh no, the more i look at the photos, the more i like the 2nd pic! oops.

happily disappointed.

happily disappointed

happily disappointed is when your phone rang and you rushed over to pick up your phone to find out the caller is not him but a long lost friend and then the long lost friend told you that he misses you.

who can be my punchbag?

who can be my punchbag?

sometimes, when she sat quietly in front of her pc looking back at the unhappy stuffs..

she asks herself.

do i deserve an insensitive beast to be my bf?

an insensitive beast who is not willing to be my punchbag.

and punch me back when i attempted to land my fist on it.

i dun think i'm biased here.

u all judge.

is it really too much of me to ask the bf to be the punchbag?

i dun punch for no reason anyway.

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lets take it from another view.

he asks himself.

do i deserve a sarcastic bitch to be my gf?

a bitch who attacked me verbally when she's hurt.

i'm not at fault. why should i take it?

i dun think i'm wrong to get defensive.

that's her own problem. not mine.

i should not be the one to take HER blows.

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in summary,

she told the wrong person.

and she should know that suffering in silent and keeping quiet is what she should do.

what was she thinking?? what was she expecting??

doesn't she know long ago that expectations will only lead to disappointments?

doesn't she know that disappointments will lead to sarcasm to protect her broken heart?

misunderstandings or not.

she's hurt.

twice in a day.

by two parties.

her mom and him.

and i seriouly think she deserves it. (orbiquek is the word)

yes, pitiful but i think one should depend on oneself.

i duno how long is she going to survive with it until she wakes up.

I'm back with a new baby - A520

I'm back with a new baby...

Canon A520

My new gadget..

damage: 440(camera) + 25(lens adapter for future lens add-ons)

*splash*
puke blood puke

even though it's really not a very huge amount as compared to some A4-size Gucci bag (*winks to hua*) or other digital SLRs.. i jus dun feel right to spend so much money when i'm not rich to begin with. i really felt like i'm commiting a sin when i'm punching my pin on the Nets machine. sighs. stingypoor me, i dun even dare to tell my mom. nacks.

so, there will be no shopping for me from today onwards.. this means no more birkenstocks. no more new skirts. no more new tees. no more new jeans.

of cos i won't reject windows shopping invitations lah.. so jiemei mens, dun outcast me hor.. haha..

Mixed feelings..

why did i buy the camera when i sounded sad?

of cos i'm still happy to have my new baby lah. i think i can do alot of things with it. hmm..... u knowww... like.............
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hmm.. like using it take photos?

haha..

of cos there are more to just taking photos larh..

i have 2 good occasions to make good use of the cam.

1. redang trip (next week)
2. his sis's wedding photos (2 months later)

taking scenery photos shouldn't be a very big problem.

but capturing ppl's happiness in a frame is.

esp. when the photographer (me) is stoning yawning away dozing off has difficulty paying attention throughout the whole ceremony.

:P

jus kidding la.

ppl's wedding leh... i will give my best shot!

convoc convoc, i'll see u in 1 yr time..

convoc convoc, i'll see u in 1 yr time..

sighs.

i'm not invited to anyone's convoc this year.

sighs.

after watching the heartwarming video KS has made for his jus convocated gf, i'm also starting wonder will anyone visit my convoc next year..

and, will ngr make a video for me?

and this in turn, set me thinking.. my parents should be around for my convoc too..

one stone kills two birds?

or

two birds kill one stone?

JB outing

JB outing

it's been abt 6-7months since i stepped onto the grounds of our neighbour.

spent alittle.. ate alot.. and very enjoyable unlike last time..

but, i'm beginning to feel guilty.

guilty of shopping.

retail therapy failed when it's overused by me.

:(

untitled

untitled

as childish as i may sound, i'm alrite again!!

yeahhh~~

i can't stand disappointments.

i can't stand disappointments.

Wetblankets.

Aeroplanes.

Big.

Small.

I can't stand disappointments.

especially when agreements have already set, things are already prepared, some ppl jus like to throw big paper aeroplanes because they think that this is the right thing to do. They think that's right.

what abt my say?

then again, who cares abt my say?

no one cares lah.
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and wat happens when i'm disappointed?

my immediate reaction is to get ultra defensive and revengeful.

i'll make sure u get ur own taste of disappointment as well.
but dun worry, this is usually onli applicable to those who are closer to me.

so ppl u know, dun come near me.

I'm too dangerous larr.

redang withdrawal symptoms?

redang withdrawal symptoms?

great.

i think i've gotten redang withdrawal symptoms even before i've booked my tickets there.

wth.

i can spend a few hours everyday just to admire the redang photographs online. and i think i've just done it again.

Warning the following link may cause some discomfort for ur respiratory system. do take a deep breath before u click here.

breathtaking right?

*_*

i should keep my hands off these sites.

i'm thinking of the island more than i'm thinking of my project and u knoeee...some significant other..

huh? Fantastic Four again?

huh? Fantastic Four again?

I've no idea why everyone's talking abt it.

i've seen it in ppl's msn's nick, heard it in ppl's conversation, caught it in the headlines of some newspapers.. but i've never bothered to check out what is it.

it's not like i have nothing to do now. but somehow, my curiousity decided to push me to open up my IE (n yes, i'm still using IE..) and google for "fantastic four".

Hais. i'm so pathetic. seems like i'm getting too dependent on google these days..

anyway, yuanlai it's just a movie. movie about superheroes.

hmm, since everyone is talking about it, i presume it must be good?



fantastic 4, at first i thought they were referring to some angmoh rock band.. or ahems... u knoww... there was once a windblows-thunderstorm boyband a longlong time ago in taiwan?

remember?


i thought they had a new name.

haha

big fishes wait for me!

big fishes wait for me!

my heart has been itching to go snorkelling for the longest time.

redang will be perfect!! but the long journey is a big turnoff.

tioman is more budget!! but i heard it's not as fantastic as redang.

also, i heard you can customise ur tour and drop by KL for some shopping on ur way to redang or after.

woww.. the more i think, the more wanna go snorkelling.. the more i look at the webbies and forums, the more i can't wait!!!!! sobz..

i want to see the baby sharks, turtles, booootiful corals, erms, and seaweed? haha..

even my sis is going tioman with her friends next week!!

OMG. how can i lose to her??
(jus kidding.. hmm, since when did i ever win her?.. bigsulk!! :p)

lovely beaches, wait for me..!!!

Initial D

Initial D

i forgot to update abt this. it's nice.

hehee, i'm falling in love with jay again..

and not forgetting edison chen tooooo.. *slurps*

violence everywhere!

violence everywhere!

one fine night, while i'm happily having supper at yishun blk 925 kopitiam, gene suddenly asked, fight ar fight ar??. when i turned around to see wat's happening (instinct), i saw many frightened looking ppl running away from their seats.

it's a fight?

sorta.

but it doesn't look like jus a normal kinda punch fight. cus ppl are FLEEING from the scene, abandoning their unfinished supper.

and yes! i'm right! (oops.. there's nothing to get excited abt though..)

cus the next thing, i saw a spiky hair guy in black and he's carrying a medium long knife with his hands covering with blood.

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super happening right?

super violent right?

super scary right?

this is the first time i've witnessed such event.

i'm back!

i'm back!

with a new problem actually.

but if i view the problem as a challenge, i will feel much better.

it's my FYP (finalyearproject) lorhh..

can anyone tell me whether there's any books for face reading? (e.g facereading for dummies or idiots's guide to facereading)

or is there any crash course around? i need to become an expert in less than 1 year or preferably within 6 months.

hehe, i'm in super good mood today so i shall flaunt some of the loots i've gotten last week..

i got all these in a few mins.. haha, i didn't know i'm a fast shopper..

the total damage done is only $67++. still quite a bargain right? i love the white teeshirt and bermudas. hehehe

and i've finally collected my handpainted minou shoes last friday..

special?

yeah, i know it's special. but no one told me it's nice. :(

admittedly, i was a little disppointed when i saw my shoes. i thought they look so much nicer earlier..

when insecurity hits u.

when insecurity hits u.

it hits u hard.

maybe i'm not worth his attention.

i'm not worth anybody's attention.

Life's not fair.

Life's not fair.

at all.

a poor kid versus a rich enterprise.

a poor-versed kid versus an articulated advocate.

wat to do?

i no $$ to hire lawyer wad.

so wat now? i'll apologise to save all troubles.

grievances felt to the core.

i highly suspect i'm really born to suffer, although i tried hard to tell myself i'm not. erms. hehs.

i must thank gasoh, ivan, fxmac, kor, fang, suz for being there when i needed you all. i almost fainted when i read the email. But i'm glad i'm not trembling with fear and anger anymore.